My awards thou wouldst fain reverse;
wouldst prove me unjust, to prove thyself innocent. Whoever strives to
defend himself against the scourges of God, endeavors to set aside the
judgement of him who inflicts them. For when he says that he is not smitten for
his own fault, what else does he but accuse the injustice of the Smiter? The
scourges of heaven therefore smote not blessed Job to extinguish in him his
faults, but rather to increase his merits, in order that he who in the season
of tranquillity had shone forth in so great sanctity, might also manifest from
the blow what virtue of patience lay concealed within him. But he, not
detecting the fault during the scourge, and yet not discovering that these very
scourges were the cause of increasing his merit, believed that he was unjustly
smitten, when he found nothing in himself which required to be corrected. But,
lest his very innocence should be puffed up into the swelling of pride, he is
reproved by the divine voice; and his mind, free from iniquity, but weighed
down by scourges, is recalled to the secret judgements; in order that the
sentence of heaven, though not understood, may not be considered unjust: but
that he may at least believe that everything which he suffers is just, as it is
doubtless plain that he is suffering at the hands of God.
For the righteous will of our Maker is a great
satisfaction for the blow. For since it is wont to do nothing unjust it is
acknowledged to be just even though hid. For when we are smitten for the sin of
injustice, if we are conjoined to the divine will in our smiting, we are soon
released from our injustice by this very compunction. For whoever now endures
the blow, if he welcomes this very sentence against him, believing it to be
just, he is at once released from his unrighteousness, just as he rejoices that
he has been justly smitten. For by associating himself with God in his own
punishment, he sets up himself against himself; and great already is his
righteousness, because he accords with the will of God in his punishment, from
which he differed in sin.
The holy man, therefore, because he had not
disagreed with God through any sin, with difficulty, as it were, agreed with
him when in the midst of his punishments. For he believed not that the scourges
which commonly extinguish vices, were in him only increasing his merits. Whence
he is now justly reproved, in order that even unwittingly he might be brought
under the divine judgements: and it is said to him: My awards thou wouldst
fain reverse: wouldst prove me unjust, to prove thyself innocent. As if it
were plainly said: Thou considerest indeed thine own good deeds, but thou
knowest not my secret judgements. If therefore thou disputest against my
scourges, on account of thy merits, what else dost thou, but hasten to convict
me of injustice, by justifying thyself?
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