"The light shines in
darkness, a darkness which was not able to master it." Shines, not shone;
it may be, nearly a century had passed since the first Christmas Day, when
those words were written, and still there was no rift in the clouds. The darkness
was not able to master it; what does that mean? To overpower it? Or to
understand, to assimilate it? We shall never know; perhaps St John was thinking
of both meanings. Perhaps he meant us to see the world as permanently a
battle-ground in the struggle between light and darkness, either setting off
and showing up the other. On the one hand, darkness cannot take in, cannot
assimilate the light. There is that in human nature, a nature wounded by the
Fall, and redeemed now but not rectified, which will hold its own to the end of
time. And always human nature in the mass will be like a caricature, that
emphasizes the ugly features of a subject by writing them large; men in crowds
will be more impatient, more cruel, more acquisitive than men considered as
individuals. Perhaps—we do not know—there will always be shadows, as well as
light, around the cave of Bethlehem.
Equally true, and perhaps more
importantly true, is the other side of the picture. Darkness cannot overpower,
cannot restrain the light. Once Christmas has happened, once we have been
allowed to get Bethlehem's angle on the world, things can never be the same
again; we may try to live down that revelation, but we shall not forget it. It
has been said, and wisely: "Even to make darkness visible, some light is
needed. We are only discontented with ourselves when we are struggling to be
better than ourselves." If we find the world hideous, do not let us forget
to thank God for that illumination which enables us to see its hideousness, for
every rush-light that guides our way through darkness, a darkness which it
cannot dispel.
And don't let us forget that the
same principle holds true of our own personal lives. So many of us, when
Christmas comes round, feel as if we had not the courage to present our self at
the crib; it shames us with its poverty—we are so creature-loving; shames us
with its humility—we are so full of injured pride; shames us with its faith—we
are so full of hesitations and evasions. Why is it still dawn with us; why have
we never grown up into the perfect day? As long as you have the grace to be
thus discontented with yourself, take courage; all is not lost. No need to
despair of any soul, except the soul which despairs of itself. Those deep
shadows which checker the recesses of your conscience are proof that the light
is still there. There is headroom in the cave of Bethlehem for everybody who
knows how to stoop.
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